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Thursday, April 29, 2010

CUTI PERISTIWA @ CUTI PALING SENGSARA?


Today our institute having hari Sukan.. Haha.... it's really a funny and fun because our school before never organise such program de... Yy?? coz our school dun even hav a field for us to PJ ..what we only have is the mini stadium... that's the special thing that we have in our institute... it is our "luck" to have such a big field here...

let's back to our main topic today... Our pengarah said today is the "Cuti Peristiwa",but since morning our programme never stop till just now.. 5pm.. so is it still can be consider as Cuti? I dun really know..

7.00am... We r gathering at our big big field to take the attendance and waiting for the time to come and the "BIG BOSS" who supposed to be our Timbalan Menteri Pelajaran, Datuk ir. Dr Wee Ka Siong... but we are very very dissapointed when the time been.. we just know that he is nt manage to come to our institute today coz he is having another important event outside there... he did sent sb else as his representative but still dun have the mood la.. coz we are actually waiting for his coming...

8...sth am... We are preparing in front of our khemah foe those who are involving in the Perbarisan.. till today... i found that most of my team members really have creativity .. they manage to did alot of things for us in such a short short time... they were really brilliant... the thing were many to be wear and oso many many pattern la... but the quality a bit.. nt standard la..i know why is tis happen...juz because of they re short of time.. next come.. the time for the perbarisan... hehe.. it was really "PAise" la for me... i took a wording "A" but till the end i didn't even realise that the word id totally upside down... will it be the point where we are lost? i hope no... it seem others group, their perbarisan are full of discipline nt like us... playing a lot.... then/... they start the progress... talking..talking and talking... i heard wat they said but it seem like din even being process by my brain.. then they are deleted... so cruel? no.. because it is so hot...weather outside there... juz can't stand wiz it... felt like passing out at that time... haiz... but dunno y la... it never happen lo... so dissapointed again...

Come to the climax of the hari sukan... we r waiting for our athlete to perform their best for our rumah sukan... they really did welll... especialaly those senoirs from PJ class.... congrates to them and thanks for giving us such an honour to be a member of u... PAHLAWAN>>>
it's nt the end of the world again... v jz manage to get No.2 ... LAKSA + MANA? get the 1st... PANG5 get third place while PENDEKAR the last but they won the prize for kawad paling cantik? but we oso manage to get another prize that is khemah yang tercantik... so unbelievable... coz v juz paid RM 2... but those senior again manage to decorate it till so nice and beautiful....THx ya....

Tat's the and of Hari Sukan... then come to the part that i hate the most...

It's start the Ceramah... " Modal Insan Kerjaya Guru" that's the topic... and they gav us a pocket file wiz 2 sudoku books there... and i know that he is trying to motivate us through his talk but he seem like to fail coz... v r really really tired...

thats' all i know abt it/... HAha..

so... wat do u think abt my cuti peristiwa? is it well organise??

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

A completely New Welcome TO My Blog...

New welcome?? Why did i say so? Hehe..there is a small story behind it... Actually we had a TMK class today ..and for those nt whor wondering wat is TMK..for ur information...it's Teknologi Maklumat dan Komunikasi...Our lecturer taught us on creating our own blog... wat is his purpose nt to see our secret behind it.. bt juz to let us know how to do it and changing all abt the templates and the final purpose is juz teach us knowledge on TMK...

I love this class so much.. i learn a lot in his class... and it's definitely give me so much knowledge that i can apply in some other subjects... if u really saw my blog before.. i think there is nt so much changes.. but it really made me work on my efforts to make my blog going lively ...that's wat i wan..

maybe after this... it is a totally new page and oso writing style for my blog.. there is nt only working when i was down and dizzy but it will always being updated when i'm free or if any happy happen around me... So, i hope this will definitely giv u all a Welcome here...

And finnaly hope those saw this... Happy and smile always... Have a great day...





Friday, April 2, 2010

哭过就好了吗?

人在伤心难过的时候会特别想家,真的。。此刻的我真的很想回家,要回家啦。。。爱死了在家的感觉。。无忧无虑,

我很怀疑是不是真的哭过就好了呢?好像真的有一点点好啦,可是心里还是很痛,不知道干嘛。。。眼睛也是肿肿的,可是说出来,发泄一切真的比别在心里的感觉好多了。。谢谢你哦,姐,你适时的电话让我能够讲出所有的不快,也是好久没有这样放任自己地哭了。。
长大了,心还是很痛,过去的事成为了历史,可是那个痛,会是一个抹不去的伤痕。。。
(⊙_⊙)?

Thursday, April 1, 2010

泪流了...

很讨厌现在的自己,我不想变得这样讨人厌,恨死了感情掌握自己的这种感受,是我太敏感了吗?还是我的第六感又猜对了一些事情,我不知道,更不想知道,因为这一些就好像两年前的画面不断播在我的眼前,我看到了我的“好朋友”,站在黑板前写了那天所要举行的活动,我知道这一切都是冲着我来的,我默不作声,票子一张一张的被装入筒子里,我想要以平常心面对这一切,我相信真的很难,可是我还是很相信我那班“好朋友”,结果终于出来了,我是“赢家”,很光荣吗?不会,这一切我一直忍着、忍着,我的泪真的控制不来了,当场哭泣,或许你们讲我厚脸皮,可是真的当时我并没有想要剥取你们的同情,我可以独自面对这一切,你们给了我终生难忘的礼物。我并不知道你们为何那么讨厌我,或许知道吧,你们说我很假,算了,原来那么多年的友情也真的是假的。你们让我看到了这一切,很“高兴”,“谢谢”你们,后来那天下午我们一起补习,我不知道你们到底记不记得那阿姨家是我所认识的阿姨家,可是我不说,你们全都来了,你们还是没人睬我。很伤心啊

!真的。。。原来你们真的不简单的,很可怕。。
从此,我的自卑心就很爱作祟,我不知道此举又在你们眼里又是些什么令人憎恶的举动,我很难去融入他人,我并不会主动去认识别人了,知道这一切是谁所害的吗? 这些全都是好朋友的作为啊!
到了今天,我还是那样,真的很痛,想起来泪会一直留着,可是没人会在乎了,毕竟你们都觉得我很假对吗?
话说回来,时光再也倒不回去了,心里的那条疤痕依然会存在,我相信以后的聚会你们都会很少叫到我,毕竟我是不受欢迎的那个。 所以我的出现就只是多余的。
前几天,在学院里,讲师又做了类似的活动,我很怕,很怕历史重演,其实在没一次与这些朋友交谈后,我会隐隐约约的感觉有人对我的不满,这到底是我多心了,还是事实就是如此?????