离开家里之际

还有短短的一个小时四十五分钟，我就要再次离开家里回到那“监牢”里了。。。

我很想问问我可以放弃吗？我不要回去好吗？

回到了那里，我的生活又仿佛没有了乐趣一样，

我会很想念家里的一切，我更会想念朋友、

或许那里也有属于我的东西，

可是这里的牵挂真的很多。

可是讲了那么多，事实还是改变不了的，

我还是得回去那里，

否则真的会害了很多人啊

钱财也会跟着失去，

因为我毁约了。。

I Miss Those time...

It has been a long long time ago that i ever wrote my blogsot.. it do nt being updated recently...but when i saw the others keeps on updating theirs, i felt like opening mine oso.. tat y i ended here today..

it was my last day at home for this midsem break, i juz couldn't imagine what am i if i can't come back for the future two months.. it's very boring life there.. it is JB but for me i dun think that the lifestyle suit me.. it was a "kejutan budaya" oso when i first notice that it was totally different from kelantan..

i'll be missing the time in kelantan when i get back there, i dunno wat to do... i'm not good in socialising.. as compared to others. i know it's impossible to know every single person there but i hate to adapt wiz the new life style there. it has been almost 1 years i were there yet i miss the secondary life..

i'm trying to get along wiz others oso but sometimes the thing wasn't going on smoothly asu wished de.. i hope i m nt growing up but when i come back kelantan oso i felt so different ad.. the school now is nt ours ad .. it was our's juniors' world.. HAha ..