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Wednesday, August 4, 2010

说说我的感受





我过了一个很充实的周末,我相信我做了一个很正确的决定,或许我还没有办法做到队辅妈妈所教的一切,可是心灵上真的受益不浅。三天两夜的营队绝对是一个非同凡响的一个营队,它显然跟我们之前所去的一切营队是个不同的个体,更是不同的概念。以前都会抱持着玩耍的心去参加。可是当我知道我想去这个生活营时,我想他应该都很庄严的吧,可是去了以后真的不会哦!

太多的话,视乎很难形容我们在生活营的一切。好像如果只说学到了很多东西,受益不浅,也只是浅浅的带过了我们充实的三天。在第一天时,还记得自己是那么害怕,不敢放开一切,仍然记得学院里的功课,果然真的很烦,还好后来放开了一切,想想三天后再继续的工作。

第二天,时间过得很慢,因为我们都有太多太多的活动。时间过得很慢,可是绝对不像往常的周末一样,我过得更好了。我没有虚度一分钟。我活在当下,与大家一起认识慈济,让慈济的一切注入我的思想里。真的很好,通过其中一个环节,我真的感觉到慈济是心灵的故乡,是我们的第二个家,变成我们这种离乡背井的游子的避风港。真的好欣慰,说着说着,来到了那天最为顶端的环节,“行善、行孝要及时”这个环节,成为了我们泪流的一刻,所说的每一句话,似乎都敲进我们的心坎里。感恩师姑给我们一个机会向父母行孝。或许我还没能向他们说出口,可是我真的很感谢他们把我带到这世界了。

第三天,活动更有意义了,工委带来了一个“曾经是手心向上的人,后来手心向下的人”,这个教会我们只要我们心存着善心,我们一定能做到。此外我们还出坡,这次我终于有机会参观老人院了,可惜真的很失望,我没有想到老人院的状况是如此的不堪,让人看了很心酸,我再也没有办法与祖母一起生活,看到这班老人家,真的很痛心。可惜我们的一次探望,并不会为他们的生活带来转变,心里还是很痛的。

感恩所有工委给予我们难忘的一次生活营。。。




Sunday, July 11, 2010

My 19th BirTHDaY
















First of all....
i'm so happy and thankful to my beloved parents for gave birth to me and oso bring me up from the past 19 years... and oso my siblings ... they really remember my birthday and wish me since last nite..hehe...
I love u all....

The best birthday present that I gt for this year is getting my result last few days...
i's nt announced on my birthday but i felt so happy that it's got improvement in my result...
That's really made me happy...

Next... It's so surprisingly that both of lunar and birthday is on the same day...
it's really

Thx to all my friend that celebrate my birthday on 12am...
that's ur surprise...
I don't expect that u all will celebrate for me de...
Thx u ya...
Thx to Ming Hui, Mei Ching, Mei Yuan n oso Linda....
mayb it's a bit unbelievable lo that u all will plan this...


Today morning session, it's another birthday celebration ffrom all my classmates and friends..
Thx to u all ya...
these is for Li HUi, Wei Wei, Jie Ying, Huey Chyi, Anita, Piu Kiah, Li Yau, Beh, Boon Hao, MJ and oso Jia Sheng...
Thx u for the celebration...
The cake was nice and beutiful....
i love it...


Finally, thx for the birthday wishes from all other friends....

Friday, July 9, 2010

WEEKEND

It's another weekend...

Hostel becoming quiet and seem nobody here again...
I could see many of them busy packing all their things to bring home...
Then felt so lonely here...
Really hope that my house is near with my maktab so i can go back frequently...
Hehe..

My friend said it's their hope and they are waiting for the day to go back...
They are really counting for the day to come...
That's all their power to stay here....

Then,
wat's for us actually?
Is it we don't really need that ?
NO!!! That's really wrong...
We need it...
But somehow..
We are trying to get to use with it...

Monday, June 14, 2010

HaPPy BirtHdaY TO My FRiend: ChUa Li HuI

I would like yo wish u happy birthday n all the best for you my dear friend...

Here i giv u my present for u...
I Hope U like That...

Thursday, April 29, 2010

CUTI PERISTIWA @ CUTI PALING SENGSARA?


Today our institute having hari Sukan.. Haha.... it's really a funny and fun because our school before never organise such program de... Yy?? coz our school dun even hav a field for us to PJ ..what we only have is the mini stadium... that's the special thing that we have in our institute... it is our "luck" to have such a big field here...

let's back to our main topic today... Our pengarah said today is the "Cuti Peristiwa",but since morning our programme never stop till just now.. 5pm.. so is it still can be consider as Cuti? I dun really know..

7.00am... We r gathering at our big big field to take the attendance and waiting for the time to come and the "BIG BOSS" who supposed to be our Timbalan Menteri Pelajaran, Datuk ir. Dr Wee Ka Siong... but we are very very dissapointed when the time been.. we just know that he is nt manage to come to our institute today coz he is having another important event outside there... he did sent sb else as his representative but still dun have the mood la.. coz we are actually waiting for his coming...

8...sth am... We are preparing in front of our khemah foe those who are involving in the Perbarisan.. till today... i found that most of my team members really have creativity .. they manage to did alot of things for us in such a short short time... they were really brilliant... the thing were many to be wear and oso many many pattern la... but the quality a bit.. nt standard la..i know why is tis happen...juz because of they re short of time.. next come.. the time for the perbarisan... hehe.. it was really "PAise" la for me... i took a wording "A" but till the end i didn't even realise that the word id totally upside down... will it be the point where we are lost? i hope no... it seem others group, their perbarisan are full of discipline nt like us... playing a lot.... then/... they start the progress... talking..talking and talking... i heard wat they said but it seem like din even being process by my brain.. then they are deleted... so cruel? no.. because it is so hot...weather outside there... juz can't stand wiz it... felt like passing out at that time... haiz... but dunno y la... it never happen lo... so dissapointed again...

Come to the climax of the hari sukan... we r waiting for our athlete to perform their best for our rumah sukan... they really did welll... especialaly those senoirs from PJ class.... congrates to them and thanks for giving us such an honour to be a member of u... PAHLAWAN>>>
it's nt the end of the world again... v jz manage to get No.2 ... LAKSA + MANA? get the 1st... PANG5 get third place while PENDEKAR the last but they won the prize for kawad paling cantik? but we oso manage to get another prize that is khemah yang tercantik... so unbelievable... coz v juz paid RM 2... but those senior again manage to decorate it till so nice and beautiful....THx ya....

Tat's the and of Hari Sukan... then come to the part that i hate the most...

It's start the Ceramah... " Modal Insan Kerjaya Guru" that's the topic... and they gav us a pocket file wiz 2 sudoku books there... and i know that he is trying to motivate us through his talk but he seem like to fail coz... v r really really tired...

thats' all i know abt it/... HAha..

so... wat do u think abt my cuti peristiwa? is it well organise??

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

A completely New Welcome TO My Blog...

New welcome?? Why did i say so? Hehe..there is a small story behind it... Actually we had a TMK class today ..and for those nt whor wondering wat is TMK..for ur information...it's Teknologi Maklumat dan Komunikasi...Our lecturer taught us on creating our own blog... wat is his purpose nt to see our secret behind it.. bt juz to let us know how to do it and changing all abt the templates and the final purpose is juz teach us knowledge on TMK...

I love this class so much.. i learn a lot in his class... and it's definitely give me so much knowledge that i can apply in some other subjects... if u really saw my blog before.. i think there is nt so much changes.. but it really made me work on my efforts to make my blog going lively ...that's wat i wan..

maybe after this... it is a totally new page and oso writing style for my blog.. there is nt only working when i was down and dizzy but it will always being updated when i'm free or if any happy happen around me... So, i hope this will definitely giv u all a Welcome here...

And finnaly hope those saw this... Happy and smile always... Have a great day...





Friday, April 2, 2010

哭过就好了吗?

人在伤心难过的时候会特别想家,真的。。此刻的我真的很想回家,要回家啦。。。爱死了在家的感觉。。无忧无虑,

我很怀疑是不是真的哭过就好了呢?好像真的有一点点好啦,可是心里还是很痛,不知道干嘛。。。眼睛也是肿肿的,可是说出来,发泄一切真的比别在心里的感觉好多了。。谢谢你哦,姐,你适时的电话让我能够讲出所有的不快,也是好久没有这样放任自己地哭了。。
长大了,心还是很痛,过去的事成为了历史,可是那个痛,会是一个抹不去的伤痕。。。
(⊙_⊙)?

Thursday, April 1, 2010

泪流了...

很讨厌现在的自己,我不想变得这样讨人厌,恨死了感情掌握自己的这种感受,是我太敏感了吗?还是我的第六感又猜对了一些事情,我不知道,更不想知道,因为这一些就好像两年前的画面不断播在我的眼前,我看到了我的“好朋友”,站在黑板前写了那天所要举行的活动,我知道这一切都是冲着我来的,我默不作声,票子一张一张的被装入筒子里,我想要以平常心面对这一切,我相信真的很难,可是我还是很相信我那班“好朋友”,结果终于出来了,我是“赢家”,很光荣吗?不会,这一切我一直忍着、忍着,我的泪真的控制不来了,当场哭泣,或许你们讲我厚脸皮,可是真的当时我并没有想要剥取你们的同情,我可以独自面对这一切,你们给了我终生难忘的礼物。我并不知道你们为何那么讨厌我,或许知道吧,你们说我很假,算了,原来那么多年的友情也真的是假的。你们让我看到了这一切,很“高兴”,“谢谢”你们,后来那天下午我们一起补习,我不知道你们到底记不记得那阿姨家是我所认识的阿姨家,可是我不说,你们全都来了,你们还是没人睬我。很伤心啊

!真的。。。原来你们真的不简单的,很可怕。。
从此,我的自卑心就很爱作祟,我不知道此举又在你们眼里又是些什么令人憎恶的举动,我很难去融入他人,我并不会主动去认识别人了,知道这一切是谁所害的吗? 这些全都是好朋友的作为啊!
到了今天,我还是那样,真的很痛,想起来泪会一直留着,可是没人会在乎了,毕竟你们都觉得我很假对吗?
话说回来,时光再也倒不回去了,心里的那条疤痕依然会存在,我相信以后的聚会你们都会很少叫到我,毕竟我是不受欢迎的那个。 所以我的出现就只是多余的。
前几天,在学院里,讲师又做了类似的活动,我很怕,很怕历史重演,其实在没一次与这些朋友交谈后,我会隐隐约约的感觉有人对我的不满,这到底是我多心了,还是事实就是如此?????

Saturday, March 20, 2010

离开家里之际

还有短短的一个小时四十五分钟,我就要再次离开家里回到那“监牢”里了。。。


我很想问问我可以放弃吗?我不要回去好吗?
回到了那里,我的生活又仿佛没有了乐趣一样,
我会很想念家里的一切,我更会想念朋友、
或许那里也有属于我的东西,
可是这里的牵挂真的很多。

可是讲了那么多,事实还是改变不了的,
我还是得回去那里,
否则真的会害了很多人啊
钱财也会跟着失去,
因为我毁约了。。

I Miss Those time...

It has been a long long time ago that i ever wrote my blogsot.. it do nt being updated recently...but when i saw the others keeps on updating theirs, i felt like opening mine oso.. tat y i ended here today..

it was my last day at home for this midsem break, i juz couldn't imagine what am i if i can't come back for the future two months.. it's very boring life there.. it is JB but for me i dun think that the lifestyle suit me.. it was a "kejutan budaya" oso when i first notice that it was totally different from kelantan..

i'll be missing the time in kelantan when i get back there, i dunno wat to do... i'm not good in socialising.. as compared to others. i know it's impossible to know every single person there but i hate to adapt wiz the new life style there. it has been almost 1 years i were there yet i miss the secondary life..

i'm trying to get along wiz others oso but sometimes the thing wasn't going on smoothly asu wished de.. i hope i m nt growing up but when i come back kelantan oso i felt so different ad.. the school now is nt ours ad .. it was our's juniors' world.. HAha ..