Missing of the sweet memories n sad memories...

My Company Flag...[Mat Kilau]

Wirawati Dorm D01....

I could still remember when the time came, tat was the time we could check our NS status.. wow, tat was really excited... i felt very happy to get it... because i like to go camping... N from tat time i start to dream to get a camp in other states.... But unfortunately[eleh...tipu], when the letter came. aiyo my eldest sister call me when i m in my exam.. i could still remember tat day was a biology paper... tat was really sad... i get only i our state, Kelantan but Gua Musang[a place tat i never step my feet b4] haha... so funny, a kelantanese but nvr been there... but i m happy tat i gt my frens there oso... my best frenz la can b considered...[chuink mei ying] n oso li hui n others somemore tat in my school...

Then came the D-day, i brought my luggage n all my things to Pengkalan Chepa[the place where v assemble], tat was a crowd there... my parents juz left after they dropped me there n juz after i sat on the bus... on the bus wat a pity la, nobody of my friends was in the same bus wiz me.... i think it's ok la it might be okay all the way there... i will meet them there.... then i can see tat many of ppl cry, mayb they didn't wan to apart wiz their family...

when i reach there, it could be said as kejutan budaya also la because the teacher in charge there was really scary la... how m i going to stay there for three months? then the teacher giv me my dorm no... n i can c tat li hui are same dorm with me.... ha ha i m happy with tat... finally i can meet them... n gt someone accompany me.. The three months there was really fantastic times tat i had in my lifetimes i think... although i gt the sad memories there but many sweet memories there n i m happy to know my dorm mates... i m quite disappointing at 1st wiz my company as if v can't co-operate among ourselves n make our sarjan cry a lot on it... but i m happy tat finally v make althought v being scolded very much n our teacher can b said nvr bother abt us.... tat make it a champion for our company...

Besides tat, i also learn alot from the khidmat komuniti at FELDA ARING n GUA MADU, besides tat i also had the opportunities to donate blood...[ it was really scary, but nth abt it] then i also hav many classmates tat i had in CB class, kenegaraan class, integrasi class n also i came to know many ppl wiz the performance tat i had during the PPSB for the preparation of Malam Citra Puisi... Thx all my frens tat really help me alot n carefor me during i m in trouble* or when i m sick since i m so weak.... always need to enter medic juz for gastric n all those small things la... Thank u... although i was late but i hope u know tat...

腳踏實地來得好

或許不應該再去追究這些有的沒的啦！

做人看開點，或許我的明天會比今天來得更好更美麗呢！

即使我再去想也是沒用的啦！因為它已成為了一個不爭的事實啦！

嘻嘻。。。

我并不想被人無端端抓去了，

我只是善意的想要表達自己內心里的話而已。。。
咳！真的很后悔當初不努力些，
讓自己考取好成績不就得了。。。
還是我的運氣就是那么的背呀？

不知去向

真的很矛盾，
我真的不知道我未來的路到底是應該怎么走的。。。。
選師訓、等大學先修班或是進人人所講得可怕的中六好呢？
真的很討厭我們國家的那個先給馬來人優先的權益。。。
說什么國家團結，那我們非土著的權益在哪？
為什么事事我們都要讓給他們優先呢？
我明白雖然我的成績并不是最佳的，
可是也沒有爛過那些馬來人呀！他們憑什么6A 或5A就可以進大學先修班。。。
嗐！或許這就是我們華人的命運吧！
可是真的很不服氣哦！